As i'm writing this, I still feel a little nervous about nothing, just nervous. I'm not worrying about anything, but i just have a slight feeling of unease. Maybe it's just remembering everything that happened, but it could also be the after-effects of what had happened. I am definitely NOT going to tell my parents about this. I feel comfortable telling you guys about it, because you were aware that I was going to try it, and I don't feel that I will be judged characteristically for trying out what turned out to be the most horrific thing I remember experiencing.
This was not a 'recreational drug': I feel I have been, for lack of a better term, fucked up. I'm never going to forgot this, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I feel more spiritual or anything. I feel much more calmer, if I overlook my nervousness which will probably, hopefully, soon pass.
Things my mom said last night that really hurt me, I don't care about them right now. The only thing I feel right now is a little bit of nervousness, but much more of what I feel right now is calmness, and love for my friends, so I feel that I should thank you guys. Nothing's changed, feeling-wise for anyone, the only thing that has changed is that I no longer give a shit about things that really have hurt me before. If I chill, things will work out on their own, by themselves.
Music has a hold on me, and I've got my bros to be with, be they male or female Just a quick note: if anyone would like to try listening to 'Gate of Hades', let me know by tomorrow morning, or I will delete it permanently, and never download it again. I'm not touching this shit anymore.
I will continue listening to binaural beats, but I'm done with Gate of Hades. I feel like i've been through hell, and I dont want to accumulate Frequent Flyer miles. Just think carefully: I think that overall, the effect was positive for me, I feel good and free. You might not. I would think that suicidal thoughts would probably be the norm for a lot of people that listen to this, but whatever, it's your call. So in closing, thank you guys for everything, and hopefully you didn't freak out too much reading this.
I just really had to get it out and tell someone, and my parents are not the ones to tell this too Reasonablelogic Psychonaute en devenir. That was quite an interesting read. I guess this sort of justifies the theory that you could control or manipulate the mind with certain frequencies amplified at certain volumes for a prolonged period of time.
Reading this sort of freaked me out, but still raised my interest again to binaural music. I figure if used correctly, the mind could be effected in positive ways. The candle that burns twice as brightly burns half as long. IJesusChrist Experimented psychonaut.
I'm not here to make someone else rich. Art shop; Etsy. I haven't tried Gate of Hades yet , don't know if I should do it considering I'm sensitive to psychosis.
I have tried Hand of God though, and it is just as expensive on the idoser site as Gate of Hades, but it didn't do anything for me. Listening to normal music brings me more of a vibe. I did it at a friend's house, on their couch with the lights off. At fist, I was nervous, with an intense amount of facial twitches.
Before long I had trouble breathing, my teeth were clenched and I couldn't move any part of my body except for twitches. When the 22 min mark hit and it got to "the bad part", my back arched over on the couch and I started gasping for air, grunting, and screaming.
My friend had ran in and pulled the earphones out of the jack, and I fell limp for a moment, then started convulsing for a few minutes. Tried to stand and fell down. Continued to lightly twitch for hours after the experience. No plans to do it again, but they want to record me on it again for youtube, lol.
I just felt numb when it was the constant beat and also seen frightening characters from horror movies like the girl from the ring trying to bite me but wasn't scared it made me less scared actually maybe because i faced my fears i don't really know. I did this with a friend, he went first and he listend to the point were he fell out of the bed screaming and regreating doing this. When i did it i started to feel like i was just pushed around untill i fell of a ledge for thousands of feet then fell in to this crackling fire, then my friend woke me up because i was crying Scary stuff it really works I usually fall asleep during my iDoses.
This was no exception. However, this is the only one that warped my dreams. I had the worst nightmare I've had in more than 5 years listening to this as I slept. It was an all over evil feeling nightmare. I tried the youtube version a couple times, but the only time anything happened was the last one, probably because I closed my eyes and didn't do anything.
I felt like I was floating and that my feet which were in reality both flat on the floor were both at different weird angles. I'm gonna try it lying down soon. At the end part after It calms down and it's just the high part oscillating up and down, I felt legitimately scared for my well being.
I felt like there was an evil presence that was going to do me physical harm then. Also, from about 15 minutes in, I thought somebody was shaking the bed I was on, but in reality I was alone in the room. My guess is that these are gamma frequencies with some brown noise. To be honest I actually enjoyed it. The first part was quite interesting - not soothing but gets you in a transe-like state. Now, the mark - well, the crackling noise actually startled me, then the ear-destroying part came.
I felt like I was being crushed by water or something heavy and my heartrate went sky high. A minute later I calmed down. My guess is that the last part has a fear inducing pitch and tone, because people are startled by loud, high-pitched noises. Overall, I think it has some potential and has some effects. In the beginning of the audio, I felt very happy and giggly for no reason, and then very relaxed.
Once the louder part came on, that's when things started getting weird. I could've sworn I saw Satan and I saw a lot of other weird things. I saw one where the older sister I guess told her younger brother to try it. They wrapped up his eyes. He tried to grab the headphones cord and then started to pray, making a cross on his heart. The whole time the sister was afraid and didn't know if she should stop it or whatever.
I felt sorry for the kid. He was really crying and clinching his chest and fists. Seemed pretty intense. You are all fools for doing this it is messing with stuff that shouldn't be messed with, it is literally letting Saten inside you. Watz the worse thing that can happend wit this, because my friend tried it and he said he actually saw a gate wit a demon calling him over Since we were playing it on his phone he got interrupted by a call and woke up almost crying because he said he saw a bright white light So can someone please tell me wats the worse thing that could happend I heard u can actually get stuck in da dream???
This sounds sketchy as fuckin hell. I'm alone in my room deciding whether I should do it or not. Probably not healthy for your heart. However powerful death and darkness are, they shall not overcome the Christ who was crucified and resurrected! The church exists and is built up only in the realm of resurrection through crucifixion; this is the way to build up the church.
Lord, show us the way to build up the church and how the enemy of Your building attacks the church! Lord, we want to be one with You as the One who builds up the church.
You have overcome death and destroyed the devil through death. Hallelujah, our Christ is resurrected, and He now builds up the church in resurrection!
Peter, with a good heart, rebuked Jesus and tried to prevent Him from going to Jerusalem to be crucified Matt. The Lord therefore took this opportunity to expose three main gates of Hades: the self, the mind expressed through opinions , and the soul-life; these three are the main gates through which Satan comes forth to attack and damage the church Matt. Satan comes out through the gates. The first gate is the self. This means that we ourselves are one of the gates of Hades through which Satan comes out.
Satan may come out through the gate of self even when we have a good heart. Whether our heart is good or evil, self is the first gate through which Satan comes out. In addition to the self, verses 21 through 26 also speak of the mind and the soul, both of which are also gates through which Satan comes out. Thus, the self, the soul, and the mind are the main gates through which Satan comes forth. Many times Satan has come out through your mind because your mind has been an open gate for him.
Email: help focusonthefamily. If you are trying to schedule a speaking engagement for Ray Vander Laan, please email Alison at lattwmk yahoo. Caesarea Philippi, which stood in a lush area near the foot of Mount Hermon, was a city dominated by immoral activities and pagan worship. Caesarea Philippi stood only twenty-five miles from the religious communities of Galilee.
But the city's religious practices were vastly different from those of the nearby Jewish towns. In Old Testament times, the northeastern area of Israel became a center for Baal worship.
In the nearby city of Dan, Israelite king Jeroboam built the high place that angered God and eventually led the Israelites to worship false gods. Eventually, worship of the baals was replaced with worship of Greek fertility gods. Caesarea Philippi, which stood in a lush area near the foot of Mount Hermon, became the religious center for worship of the Greek god, Pan. The Greeks named the city Panias in his honor.
Years later, when Romans conquered the territory, Herod Philip rebuilt the city and named it after himself.
But Caesarea Philippi continued to focus on worship of Greek gods. In the cliff that stood above the city, local people built shrines and temples to Pan. Interestingly, Jesus chose to deliver a sort of "graduation speech" to his disciples at Caesarea Philippi.
In that pagan setting, he encouraged his disciples to build a church that would overcome the worst evils. To the pagan mind, the cave at Caesarea Philippi created a gate to the underworld, where fertility gods lived during the winter.
They committed detestable acts to worship these false gods. Caesarea Philippi's location was especially unique because it stood at the base of a cliff where spring water flowed.
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